can’t wait
Posted: July 22, 2009 at 11:12 am | Tags: graduating from college, it's worth the time, working hard on a college degreeFrom Jul 22, 2009
Not that anyone’s counting.
I’m done with my History & Systems of Psychology class. Now I only need to finish my Research Methods II class. I’m destined to get a B in the class… Which isn’t terrible considering I REFUSE to study these days. The H&S class is certainly going to be an A, for which I’m incredibly thankful.
I can’t believe it’s over. I almost feel so burned out that instead of going out with a bang-em-up-giddy sort of goodness, I’m sort of fizzling out. It’s like I’m saving up all of my energy for after I’m done, so that I can get on with living.
Seriously. This is it. It’s done. It’s so done.
Surreal. I can’t wait to get back into playing the piano. I can’t wait to do my arts and crafts, like friendship bracelet tying. And cooking. And everything else I’m interested in doing. I can’t wait to start running again, and I’m eager to discover yoga. I can’t wait to write and write and write. I want to pour my heart out on these pages like I once did before. I can’t wait.
I can’t wait to begin my next educational adventure. I can’t wait for graduate school at Naropa– like-minded individuals, I welcome you into my experience. I can’t wait to focus energy onto my diet and begin making personal products, like my own deodorant and accessories, etc. I can’t wait.
I can’t wait to begin living again. For so long, I had put everything on hold. For too long, really. I mean, yes, I lived some, but not enough. Not enough to satisfy my social cravings. Time with friends will soon be massaging my joy. I can’t wait.
So close. So very close. I can’t believe it’s here already. It’s so surreal.
